So you wanna know how I feel about you…..
You want to know how when I see you smile I go blind……and then suddenly all is clear
Like how your touch ripples through my skin like the sea at dawn. Without concern and naturally
Like how our hearts are jigsaw pieces ; perfectly intertwined and once connected they became one
Like how you turned my body into a zoo. I roar with laughter, my stomach has become home to a garden full of butterflies, youve given me wings by constantly lifting me into a cloud of euphoria ; a 24 hour zoo ; I find myself never wanting to leave
Like how you make my cardiac muscle pumps blood through my vascular system really quickly
Like how your words have become my own personal muse
Like how your name remains on my tongue like a hamster wheel ; I’m constantly searching for another reason to say your name
Like how if you asked me if I’d thought about you this morning ; id say no, if you asked me if I thought about you tonight, I’d say no. Because you never leave my mind
Like how when i look into your eyes they somehow grab ahold of my throat ; I am rendered speechless
Like how I find myself unstable, I’m constantly tripping over my words, fumbling over my feelings ; falling head first into this
Like how you found a piece of me I forgot was even there; a treasure map to the spot I forget even existed, a spot I dug so deep, I didn’t think could be reached
Like how you make me nervous ; because if I admit it to myself it becomes real. And if it becomes real, then I have a chance of losing it and what if I can’t find my compass?
Like how I am a passenger on this ride and I find myself buckled in tight
Like how you hit me like a tsunami ; suddenly and all at once, bombarded and overwhelmed, ferociously caught in the motion…..gasping for air…. yet once I was swept under…….all was calm
Like how I find myself drowning; I keep falling deeper, and deeper, I’m fighting back the erge to resist, I stop…..body motionless, unwanting to come up for air